Date:	2004-06-05 01:15
Subject:	smiles
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy
Music:	Taking Back Sunday "Timberwolves of New Jersey"

i should be sleeping right now since i open tomorrow. oh well i'll go to bed real soon, i just thought i'd write alittle entry. Well this week has been pretty good. Wed me, chris, crystal, tony, sarah, and denise helped with her mom's elementary school's field day. it was good because i finally got to see everyone outside of work since i've been back, especially crys because i talked to denise and sarah before that day but i only talked to crys for like 2 minutes.

My cousin got married! The wedding was great. Got to ride in a SUV limo, i was one of the grooms man, caught the garter (lol), got to dance and have a fun time with jenna, and had time off from work. Now i really should be going to bed, but i had to stay up to talk to crys. We always have such good convos, I love ya like a sister! (without the arguing)

Date:	2004-05-20 23:21
Subject:	an update?!
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative
Music:	New Found Glory "I don't wanna know"

yup, its been a while. i might as well write in it. I saw Shrek 2 today we my friends. oh man that was a funny movie! Puss in boots rocks! things have been going pretty good. I love summer. It will be even better once my stupid spring allergies go away. Hersheypark has been pretty cool, only weekends so far so i dont get drained too much and can sleep in since i open everyday i work. Yesterday we all played some softball, went for pizza, then to laser tag, then for ice cream, and lastly to watch a movie. Weren't we the busy ones yesterday, but it was so much fun! Nothing beats hanging out with friends, nothing....well maybe hanging with friends and then finding a whole ton of money. Anyways I got the new NFG cd "Catalyst", great cd i must say. Well i think i'll be done for here for tonight, i work tomorrow. I can't wait for more fun stuff in the summer. YAY FOR SUMMER!

Date:	2004-03-07 19:26
Subject:	SPRING BREAK!
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy
Music:	Vroom "i get nervous"

yay! it's spring break!!! i'm gonna start this entry off with lyrics from Vroom "I Get Nervous." I haven't listened to this song since the summer, its such a good song!

"I get nervous when she's near is it something in the atmosphere or is it
just her confidence that leaves me so defenseless
I don't know what to say when she's around she steals the air
from me and it is difficult to breathe she makes me lose my senses

She walks into the room immediately I am doomed I have no defense
the Blue Planet's archeress her arrow pierced my chest and I've been her slave ever since

She could be the one for me I get so weak around her,
I know that we were meant to be
I can't believe I found her.

When I saw her in the hall I stared too much and hit the wall
She must think I'm a stupid guy cause I get so distracted.
There's something in the way she sees the humor in my stupidity.
If you met her you'd know why I'm helplessly attracted

She walks into the room immediately I am doomed I have no defense
the Blue Planet's archeress her arrow pierced my chest and I've been her slave ever since

She could be the one for me I get so weak around her,
I know that we were meant to be
I can't believe I found her.
She could be the one for me I get so weak around her,
I know that we were meant to be
I can't believe I found her."



This break is going pretty good. Friday my 2:00 class got cancelled so me and crys got to go home alittle early. The traffic was crappy though so by the time we got home it was like 4:30. but it was ok cause we sang the whole trip home! lol. it was fun! Then that night jenna, denise, chris, crys, sarah, and dave came over to go into the hot tub and hang out. SPEAKING OF DENISE...i finally got to see her with straight hair. I knew she was gonna do it, but i still wasn't prepared for when i actually saw it...but it looked really nice. I like her curly hair though but they both look nice. Jenna got to film denise and chris doing a pregnancy test for her one photography class. it was funny. "now thats the face of a father." Me and Sarah took a car trip to get everyone wendy's cause we all didn't eat. I missed you Sarah. I wish you were home this week. We need to hang out again. lets see what else happened that night...oh crystal proposed to me, that was a shocker lol so i had to take her through the threshold and drop her on the couch...lol. I love it when we all hang out.

Yesterday was decent...i didn't do much. Jenna couldn't make it to the musical cause stuff came up. it was alright, but i wish she could have came for 2 reasons. #1. she made me suffer through the music last week, but mainly #2. I really enjoy hanging out with her. But anyways the musical was decent. it wasnt' great but it wasn't bad. It was pretty much a musical about making a musical. My sis was good in the chorus. And i saw Brad Bowers up there too. he did pretty good...he got shot though. (i sound like crys...there were baby bunnies in our backyard, but then a cat bit their heads off...lol).

Today i spent the day watching Pebbles. I also watched Scooby Doo the movie and Eight Crazy Nights. so today i did absolutely nothing to sum today up.

I'm looking forward to the rest of the week. Sometime shopping with crys. And probably try to get people over again to go in the hot tub and just hang out alot. cause i dont wanna be bored and do nothing. Friday and saturday is HP training. well i guess that'll do it for this entry...HAVE A GREAT SPRING BREAK EVERYONE!!!!!

Date:	2004-02-01 20:52
Subject:	Superbowl Sunday
Security:	Public
Mood:	full
Music:	Barenaked Ladies "another postcard"

I'm sitting here watching the superbowl and its an ok game. The first half wasn't too high scoring until the second quarter where in like 3 minutes both teams scored. So far the comercials are pretty good and the half time sucked. lol.

This weekend was alot of fun. Denise and Chris came down to spend the weekend. It was really awesome. We crashed in crys's room cause her roomie went home for the weekend.

Classes are going good this semester. The only class i'm not liking all that much is math because of the professor but besides that i like this semester. I'm meeting more people this semester too. I know like 6 people from my hall. Its going pretty good.

I'm looking forward to Spring break even more now. First i was excited because i'd have off and be home, but now Jenna invited me to go with her, her friend and her friend's boyfriend to i think the beach (nothing has been set in stone yet so she's still telling me details). I can't wait.

Well i found this and did this and it was pretty cool, you should try it too.

Date:	2003-12-11 20:56
Subject:	one more day!
Security:	Public
Mood:	restless
Music:	Blink 182 "I miss you"

well i've been studying like crazy the past couple days, i'm so glad its only one more day and i wont have to study for awhile. Inbetween all of this studying i took a couple quizes...here's what i've come up with.


You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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Tarzan!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You're goin' down! FOR HACKING INTO COMPUTERS!
Please rate if you liked!

If you're a goth please visit
groups.msn.com/gothicteensoftheworld and join
up cause it rules!


What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.


What feeling do you represent?
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Well i hope everyone is doing good on their finals, or will do good on them...goodluck to you guys! I can't wait to see you all again!

Date:	2003-12-07 02:23
Subject:	The end is in sight...
Security:	Public
Mood:	anxious
Music:	No Doubt "Sunday Morning"

Hey everyone, it was a quiet saturday night, so i decided to post a new entry. Well first things first, i can not wait untill winter break. Now i know if you've read crys's journal you're gonna say i'm copying off her kinda with my list i'm gonna write down, but i swear i had this in my mind yesterday i was just too lazy to post an entry.

Things i'm looking forward to over the break:

Secret Santa Christmas Party
New years party
Group nights
A girl with curly hair
A girl with beautiful eyes
Taking a certain girl on a "date"...lol
4 birthdays!
LORD OF THE RINGS RETURN OF THE KING!!!!!
christmas shopping
Sledding (if possible)
and just playing in the snow!
getting a guys night together with jeremy, justin, and kyle
the return of the FFWF
a whole month of no school work
definetly making a fort!
smores
hot tub
getting serenaded to
my room!
my doggy!
my family!
All of my friends!
My car
not having to be quiet at 12 everynight cause my roomie sleeps
showering without sandals
pizza shop trips



that was a fun list. Lets see, well it seems as though thursday might have been the last day for lunch but it isn't the last day for breakfast....sweet deal! we're going to breakfast tuesday and thursday for the last time.

So the snow storm hit, and we got about half of what they were predicting i'd say. But it was still enough to stop things. Spent most of my saturday indoors except when i met crys for dinner and we thought about going to the mall but decided the busses more and likely aren't running, so we scrapped that plan. Walking on the sidewalks were hard, some spots were pure ice and we needed to hang on so we didnt' fall at some spots. lol. The pathway to my dorm was a pure sheet of ice, it was impossible to walk up because it slopes down, so i had to walk up the snow. Speaking of snow, i played some snow football with some of the guys in my hall on friday, it was alot of fun. we played for about 2 hours and froze to death cause all we wore was pants, sneakers, a shirt, and sweatshirts. lol we're smart. Then after the football was done we all got a bite to eat and kinda thawed off. They were all going to a party that night and bob asked me to come. This may be a shock to you all, but i went to the party with them. It was cool, i met some more people. Then to finish that night off we all went to the house of pizza.

Ugh, finals are approaching very soon, like this week...tuesday to be exact. Tomorrow will be the start of a week of boring hell. "This week's outlook: sunday....study, monday.....study, tuesday....breakfast, study, then math final, wednesday.....study, philosophy final, study, thursday.....last day of breakfast, study, euro final, study, friday.....study, geography final, DONE!!!! and go home

wish me luck on all these finals and i wish you luck on all of your finals!

Date:	2003-11-27 22:16
Subject:	Happy Thanksgiving!
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Blink 182's New CD!

I'm home!!!!!

Well it was a nice ride home with crystal. We got home fast it seemed...much faster than normal. On the way we stopped cause she needed a pit stop so we bought powerball tickets. Lady luck really doesn't like us too much seeing as out of 30 numbers we only got 1. So that night my mom made me tacos, they were really yummy.

Yesterday i just chilled out most of the day. I got some lunch at McDonalds and listened to my new Blink-182 cd. That cd is so great you all need to listen to it! Then since my parents worked the majority of the day they come home and we all went to eat at the olive garden which was nice. And after we stopped at blockbuster and i ran into Angad...not someone i really wanted to run into...lol. for those of you who know him you'd understand.

Today was Thanksgiving! I ate lots of food...lol. We went to my aunt jo's house to eat. It was pretty cool. My cousin and his soon to be wife was there...it was nice seeing him again especially since he's been gone since sometime in the middle of summer on a boat with my uncle. I spent a good time there playing with their dog, Gilbert. he's so cool and he's so small. lol.

Dear lord, i need to ask you something...please watch over me as i attempt to go out real early in the morning on black friday. Please watch over my body so i dont die somewhere in a store or run over in a parking lot. and if that is to happen take care of my soul. I want to let everyone know i love them if i dont survive lol.

I saw Billy Destefino (can't spell his last name for the life of me) working at circuit city. it was cool talking to him for alittle, i haven't talked to him for a year.

Tomorrow after i hopefully survive shopping me and ross are gonna spend some time hanging out. And then ice skating with everyone that night!!! i'm so looking forward to tomorrow. well i think i'm done for now. night everyone.

Date:	2003-11-20 17:02
Subject:	Christmas need to come!
Security:	Public
Mood:	mellow
Music:	Outkast "Hey ya"

Well its been almost 2 weeks since i've updated this so its about time i got around to doing it. I went home this past weekend and it was nice. It was a relaxing weekend which i needed, especially since i have to spend this whole weekend doing a speech for class on monday which i'm probably gonna suck really bad at. So anyways, last weekend i went to go see Love Actually with Jenna. It was a really good movie and i just love spending time with jenna. The rest of the weekend like i said was just relaxing.

So it was back to ville this week, and its been a pretty good week so far. Monday i didn't do much really just sat back and got through my one and only class of euro class for the week. Tuesday i got breakfast and lunch with crystal. Classes were boring of course. Then yesterday me and crys went to the mall and shopped around and played the powerball! We're gonna be so rich even though we lost yesterday but that wont stop us! haha. I also played a game of halo on mark's computer it was alright. Then we watched about a quarter of head over heels. That would bring us to today. Geography was cut short thankfully because the video he wanted to show wasn't working. And now i've got a math test coming up.

This weekend is gonna suck big time! I'm gonna end up spending the entire weekend writing out this stupid speech about banning school uniforms. ugh! And i also gotta study for this stupid euro quiz. Its gonna be quite a boring weekend. But its ok cause then i only have monday to do the speech and the quiz and a philosophy class and i'm done untill after thanksgiving break. Crystal is taking me home on tuesday cause she's gonna have her car up here which is cool.

I'm looking so forward to christmas! last weekend i got a punk rock christmas cd. lol. This christmas is gonna be great, especially cause everyone is gonna be home for a long period of time so we dont have to rush around and fit it all into one weekend.

We need to have a hot tub party again! those are fun in the winter. lol.

Well i guess i better start looking at some of my math notes just incase this test could be alittle challenging.

Date:	2003-11-09 10:41
Subject:	wonderful weekend!
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Yellowcard "View from Heaven"

Hello everyone! I had such a great weekend this week. Friday i went home and went over to joe's house to hang out. Then after that i decided to head over to the pizza shop and say hi. I ended up just hanging out there for like 2 hours just talking to the guys and my dad.

Saturday was really fun, i'd say the most fun i've had in a long time. I got fitted for my candylane stuff, man its gonna be a cold one. Then i took a trip up to visit denise at LVC. I was so happy to see her again, its been like 2 months since i've seen her and i missed her soo very much. She told me to park at this one lot but everything was filled up so she met me and we parked on (get this) Heisey street...ironic isn't it. lol. I got to see her room, its really nice, much better than my room...much, much better. Then we went and got a bite to eat at this place that i think is called the underground, its their dance club place. She gave me a tour of the campus and we saw jean at the recording studio. She even took me through the peace garden. Her campus is so nice looking. Then i took her back to her house and we went by a lamba farm. Who has ever driven past a lamba farm? well i can now say i have. lol. We got back to her house and we talked with her mom and dad, and then she gave me my birthday present. I got a really nice card taht she wrote and it came with a picture of us both :) And she also got me a cow tipping LVC shirt! Then we went to rent Head of State and got some MTO's...yummy. We called chris and crystal to come over. We hung out and talked and messed around...i showed them my in process cheer and in return denise showed us her aerobics. Then we went to look at the moon...what a let down. HOT TUBS ARE GREAT! yes, 25 degrees outside and we went in the hot tub, it was so much fun. Then we attempted to watch head of state but fell asleep till the end. But it was so much fun having us all hang out together. I really missed it.

Today i went out to dinner with my family. It was nice. Just a normal dinner though. Then i just layed around till i went back up to college. So that's pretty much where i am now. Next time i come home is next week. But i'm keeping friday free so i can spend time with my mommy. But saturday i think i'm going to candylane for alittle bit with lyra. And then hopefully that night going with jenna to see Love Actually. And right now i'm watching a never before seen Family Guy on cartoon network. Goodnight everyone!!

Date:	2003-11-03 10:05
Subject:	hey all
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative
Music:	Something Corporate "Space"

Date:	2003-11-01 01:20
Subject:	damn a wall...
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed
Music:	Blink 182 "Feeling This"

This week was alright. Monday wasn't too bad, i did nothing all day and my philosphy class was cancelled. Oh i also got back my euro essay test which i got a B+ on...go me! Tuesday had the normal breakfast to lunch time with crystal. Wed i had all my classes but they were all pointless. Then i met up with crystal and she showed me her skills playing Crash Bandicoot. I just have to say i was very amazed. Thursday i took a hard geography test and i hope i did good on it but i'm not expecting much from it. And again that night i didn't do anything. Friday i only had 1 class so it was an easy day. Then i didn't do anything all day and i mean all day. My roomie also left to go home this weekend so the room is all to myself but its kinda lonely its weird. Tonight was absolutely the most boring night i have ever had up here in college. It went so slow! i was just amazed at the creeping of time...blah. Tomorrow is family day so that should be some fun. My classes are all picked out with not too much help from my advisor...it seems to me that they just give you the paper you need and say any questions bye. oh well.

You have to watch Viva la Bam and Wild boys on MTV at 9:30 - 10:30 the shows are so funny. I found my picture that i took of a sign saying "do you believe in fairies?" i really like it so i hung it up.

hmmm i dunno i've been pretty down lately even though i might not have shown it at all...i'm really good hiding my feelings, which probably isn't a good thing to do. I just feel like nothing is happening any more. I'm stuck in one spot in my life and i just can't get past it. Everything that happens to me just doesn't seem new to me any more. I mean i still like what's been happening meeting everyone here in college and all that good stuff but i just know that something is missing that i need to go on. I'm not sure if what i'm thinking i need is what i really need but i dont know otherwise. I need a girlfriend. I'm lonely even with all my friends. I miss being able to hold someone's hand. I miss being able to cuddle. I miss the feeling that you get when you talk to your girlfriend. And i need to feel something that i've never felt before in a relationship...only one of you probably know what i'm talking about there. I just think that i'm being left in the dust. alot hasn't happened to me, some i want to happen others can come when they do. I really dont know if i'm making sense...maybe you can figure it out or maybe it actually does make sense. I just hope things get better. I love being happy and i really dont like the moments when i feel down about myself. If you're still reading this i say thank you for listening and not just shrugging me off. Thats it for this entry.

Date:	2003-10-20 11:39
Subject:	quick entry before class
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank
Music:	The Starting Line "The Best of Me"

Monday, who else doesn't like mondays? So i froze my butt of last night cause my roomie decides he wants the window open. Hello! its 50 degrees and lower outside that pretty much equals window CLOSED.

The monkees won last night! it was because the other team forfeited but we still won. We ended up playing ourselves with some of the refs playing too. It was fun.

I'm looking forward to a nice warm cozy bed this weekend when i go home...then its "operation homecoming" on saturday night...lol.

The Real World/Road Rules Challenge has returned and this time its called the gauntlet...and things are already starting to fly. You gotta check it out, that show is so cool to watch. I really gotta start working on my philosophy take home test since its due by the end of the week. It shouldn't be all that hard. I hope i get my euro quiz back today and at the latest wed cause i think this time i finally did good. Well this entry is done right now, hope you didn't get too bored reading it.

Date:	2003-10-19 04:04
Subject:	blah
Security:	Public
Mood:	pissed off
Music:	Blue October "Calling you"

I've jumped back into the hobbit hole for another entry. Its 3:07 on saturday night and i'm sitting here making sure nothing else happens. It was just a crazy saturday night and its so hard to describe. The day started off so great. I woke up at 11:30 to the sound of truck horns and people talking really loud out side of my building because there was a parade today that me and crystal were going to go to but we both overslept, but it was well worth the extra sleep time.

So after i got all cleaned up i went over to her hall and we got a bite to eat at the cove and then went over to watch our football team. We both got 5$ millersville homecoming shirts and sat and watched our football team lose to this monster running back #34. It was just pitiful. Crystal described it right when she said that they would give him the ball and he'd take it in for a touchdown. Well that play he scored and wasn't even touched.

After the game we headed back here and watched some of hollywood's juiciest couples. Then we headed off to the mall and were right on time...except the stupid bus came early and we missed it and had to wait another hour for it. Once it finally came we were off to the mall, what better way to spend a saturday night. When we got there we saw todd and arena, but they were leaving. We got some food and it was yummy. We did our typical rounds in the mall...up and down, up and down. Crys got herself a diary out of the trip and i mall ratted. On our way our we waited for the bus for another hour and saw jason who was waiting for it too, so we talked to him and his friends.

Now we were back at gilbert and we made a shane west collage...(man i really sound gay saying that) but crystal really likes it so that is what counts. After that she needed to rearrange her wall. Now that will bring us up to everything that has just happened. Crys got really stressed out tonight and i tried to make her feel better. I'm not really the best at making people feel better but i tried really hard and i dont think it worked all too well but i hope it did. I hate seeing her like that. So once everything was ok again, she asked me to type the rest of her speech outline if she told me what to write. Because she wouldn't have been able to type a complete sentence if she tried. i was like ok. after 2 lines she goes, "OH MY GOSH A MOUSE!" Me being the "manly" man i am kinda hop on her bed and go where? She points to behind her tv stand so i go to look, and sure enough a little mouse was there. I'm not the biggest fan of mice so i did get alittle bit jumpy around it. But i couldn't just let it stay in her room cause she was starting to freak out. So me and my smartness got a tray/tub thing. I was gonna put it over top of him to catch him. so i got taht then got a flash light so i could see. I turned around after that and there he was...i jumped like 2 inches back. but i couldn't just let it be, so i got close and put the tray over top of him...thank God he was a slow mouse. He was captured....success! but crys was still freaking out and with all the stress from before she just broke down to tears. This was the first time i've seen crystal break down in tears i think and it really killed me....and i mean really really killed me. So i slid the tray with the mouse still in it out side the room. But that wasn't good enough. so i thought again. I saw their big paper calendar and took that and told her i'm taking to mouse outside so he doesn't come back. I told her i'd be quick cause she was still crying. So i took him and scooped him up with the calendar underneath the tray. i was walking down the steps with him but the stupid calendar was flimsy and opened up just enough of a gap for the mouse to stick his head through and climb out...so i dropped him down from my arms to a step bellow...i bet that hurt him. So picked him up again and brought him to the door and threw him out. BYE BYE MR. MOUSE! I just thought to myself why did this stupid mouse have to choose to come in this room tonight! I came back up and crys was not doing good. I tried everything to make her feel better but nothing seemed to be working. i looked around her room with the flashlight to make sure there were no more mice to prove to her that everything is ok. But still no change. I told her i'd tell the RA tomorrow and she'd call people to make sure there were no more mice ever in the building. I said everything and slowly she was coming around. but i really felt like everything i said it just wasn't enough. I just wish i could have helped her more...I'm supposed to be such a great friend but i couldn't make her feel better quick enough to me it seemed. But she came around and we got her speech done, and i told her i'd stay here tonight since kristy is staying over at a boys room. So that brings me to the present. I'm sitting here typing this entry and crystal is trying to get some sleep. I'm probably not gonna put my head down to go to sleep untill i'm sure she's completely asleep cause i promised her that i wouldn't let anything else happen. so yea what an interesting/stressful night.



I've actually got alot on my mind right now...besides tonight i've been having an awesome week. I know why i'm so happy. Everything seems to be going great, but if anyone knows me i'm just not a lucky guy when it comes to certain things. I just feel like i'm not gonna ever get anywhere in certain departments with life. Up to now i've had no such luck whatso ever when it came to this. I mean i've tried and no luck. I've been myself...but no luck. I'm not gonna change the way i act even though i've had no luck because i like being me, i wouldn't change it for the world. And lately i've just had some awesome talks with someone just being myself and it really makes me happy. I'm really not sure where i was going with this paragraph, but i guess i just had to say it. Only certain people probably understand what i'm saying so i'll leave it at that.

Date:	2003-10-18 01:51
Subject:	Wooooo!
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy
Music:	Yellowcard "View From Heaven"

before i start if i looked at all my subject titles i'd probably see that most are pretty stupid titles...oh well. Next on the list which i was amused about when i got back to my room tonight. If you go to http://www.themeparksonline.org/tpogame.asp?ID=2150&ParkID=82 and click my name under readers review you can see my review. lol i was entirely too bored one night.

So lets see today was such a long day but i can't complain about it. I really really really really (can you tell how worried i am about this) hope i did good on my euro quiz today! other than that my classes went good. Spent alot of time in crystal's room today.

I must say i've been in a darn good mood this past week and it seems to be able to continue happening which i am please about! there is a parade tomorrow! i'm gonna try to go see it...if i'm awake at 9 in the morning...hahaha. then i might go watch the football game at a more reasonable 1 in the afternoon.

I'm looking very forward to going home next weekend! So many good things that weekend, i've never been such a busy guy it seems. wow how can i fit it all into a weekend. i'll do it...lol...i can find a way.

OH OH! Fiddle players in rock bands are the coolest ever! You should all go listen to Yellowcard, i love this cd soooooooo much.

Well this happy guy is gonna go to bed soon so i'm gonna finish this entry up. peace!

Date:	2003-10-13 12:44
Subject:	I love fall break!
Security:	Public
Mood:	loved
Music:	It's actually a poem its titled "My Angel and Friend"

Ok so its fall break and let me just go through what has happened since friday. I got done with my speech and gave it, i really hope i did good. then i found out i got a B on my euro essay test, i was so happy! then i went home. Just chilled out by myself since mom had to work. Then that night i picked up kyle and we went on down to Jason's woods...which isn't really all that scary but it was still fun.

Saturday i slept late, then made plans with ariel, lyra, and jenna to go to Field of screams. That was alot of fun and very worth the wait for the stuff. The hay ride i sat next to jenna and practically lost all circulation in my right arm cause she was squeazing it sooo hard. lol. Then we went into the 3-D frightfest and poor lyra she was soo funny to watch. She had to get a tight grip on my hand or she just wouldn't go through. Then we waited an hour to get into the den or terror and it was so dark in there and jenna squeezed my arm again and then lyra gripped my hand good and hard. we all got scared at the end where we were in this garage and then this guy with a chain saw ran out and freaked us all out. lol. I'm the smart guy who takes 3 pretty girls with me to a haunted place :) Then we stopped back at my house as quick as possible or else it wouldn't have been a very pretty site as my car would have been full of pee. Then we went to sheetz to get food and dropped lyra off at her friends and Ariel and Jenna crashed at my house till this morning.

Today i went out to eat with my family for my birthday it was cool. Then tonight Becky and Crys stopped over for alittle suprise birthday party. I got a doorag! i feel ghetto and its purple. i also got a necklace, a strawberry shortcake bracelette, 2 finding nemo tattoos, a spongebob folder, spongebob bubble bath, and the movie "Monkey Bone". Then becky left and crys stayed alittle bit longer and just hung out and talked. I'm so happy we're best friends!

I miss everyone else, Sarah you need to be here. You are just too much fun to be stuck 3 hours away in geneva. Dave...aka...James Bond (i was looking at prom pics) lol, i miss you too. Denise, yea you went to Ohio when you could have come to visit me on my b-day ;) lol i'm just messing with you...but i really do wanna see you, very badly! Ross damn you and your busy schedule, 2 times in a row we were a week off from being home the same weekend, this stuff has got to change cause its just bad i need to see my best friend! Chris you live a neighborhood away, but you had to take Denise to ohio with you, you have to visit millersville sometime, and bring denise!

I'm sooooooo bored right now! I'm watching "Sweet November" right now, i like this movie. its so good. I also watch "Whatever it takes" with shane west. I really like the story of that movie...and i'm sure crys and sarah and Denise probably would like the movie just for shane west.

Tomorrow's outlook: Sunny, with a chance of a bubble bath. Also i'm gonna head to the mall and see what all there is i can use my birthday money on. Then me, ariel, jenna, and lyra are gonna hit up the pizza shop to get some food! i can't wait. well i think this ended up being a long entry so i'm done now.

Date:	2003-10-03 12:08
Subject:	it's cold...
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold
Music:	The Ataris "the boys of summer"

This isn't gonna be too long of an entry. So i was going over to crys's room yesterday and on my way out of my hall was this girl. She was kinda struggling with the whole walking thing. I asked her what was wrong. She told me that she had just got back from doing an aerobics class that focused totally on the legs. So i walked out with her talking. Walked all the way over to chryst hall with her talking about different things. She's really cute! lol. I only got her name. I should have asked for a number or room number seeing as she's in my hall. So i must say that was pretty darn cool, and it made my day. lol.

Its so cold up here now. I need to get my hoodie from home or else i'm gonna die! Thanks for letting me borrow your hoodie crys!

Date:	2003-09-30 12:35
Subject:	Fun times at home!
Security:	Public
Mood:	infuriated
Music:	Motion City Soundtrack "The Future Freaks Me Out"

So i went home this weekend, i'm glad i did. We all got to hang out again! So i had a bunch of tests before i got to go home and i'm pretty sure i did good on all of them. well i was wrong with my euro quiz. The paper if you read it is good. But she took off too many points for missing 1 word in a sentence or not giving enough detail in a sentence that was really long (longest on the page). ugh i really hate her!

So then it was home time. Crys needed a ride so we took her home. It was an interesting car ride, and i'm sure my dad's driving terrified her. I'm sorry crys, he's not the greatest driver in the world. So i got home and then left right away for the football game and got there pretty much when it started. I saw Denise and Chris! We talked and kinda watched the game...Central Dauphin Football R.I.P. what happened to it? Our lovely seniors happened to it, thats what. lol. so after the game i went to Erin's house to pick her up to go to sarah's house. Too bad i left the directions to get to her house at college. But i vaguely remembered the way and counted the 18 houses till i got to hers. Then it was me, erin, sarah, dave, crys, and allison at sarah's. it was fun and then me, dave, crys and sarah watched "How to loose a guy in 10 days". I must say it was a cool movie. It was funny.
Saturday i hung out with joe. We went and got some shopping done cause i needed a few things for college...like headphones so i can listen to music when my roomie sleeps at exactly 12:00. *example: Right now, my headphones are on, it's 12:27 and he's sound asleep. lol. Then we all went to chris's house and just hung out. And well, hmmm how to put this lightly...ummm crys got alittle closer with chris's dog...yea that'll work.
Then sunday was Family Day. I got to eat ribs with my aunt and uncle, mom and dad, and brandy (my cousin's fiance). My cousin called me on saturday and asked me to be in his wedding that is gonna be in may! I was like awesome! Him and Brandy almost had a baby but she didn't get the baby, something happened i forget exactly what. But he had wanted me to be the Godfather...How cool is that! I never thought i'd be a godfather. It was a really good feeling when i heard about it. So anyways then i went back to college and OH BOY did i miss my roomie...lol i dont think so.
That brings us to today. I'm gonna avoid the euro topic, its touchy right now. I've got a speech due on wed. That shouldn't be too hard. Yum today they had hot wings for lunch, and for dinner they had a brownie ice cream sundae bar. I did all my homework (plus extra credit). Now i'm starting to hang up some more things. I cut out some pictures of bands and i have a poster of Lord of the Rings: two towers to hang and a poster of Tony hawk. No More Ugly Wall. But i need more tape! Well its getting late and i gotta be up to meet crys for breakfast. Night all!

Date:	2003-09-20 02:56
Subject:	its nice here...
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Everclear "Father of mine"

Alright i think i left off from last entry around saturday or sunday. Saturday was alright ate dinner with these guys from the hall and did laundry not too shaby. Sunday was my chill out day, watched the steelers loose, they'll win next time! ok new week starts, monday. Monday i had classes nothing new realy there, came back chilled out, then Andy came in my room and told me that he was over at his ex-girlfriend's room and he was telling her roommate about me, cause he thinks we'd be cool together. so he's gonna introduce me to her and stuff. haha that made me happy! then i went to a meeting for the danceathon with crystal, this sounds really cool and i'm definetly doing it. so after that we headed back to her hall and watched the replacements in mark's room with a bunch of people. Tuesday i met crys for breakfast like every tuesday and thursday. then came back to my room and did some work for my geography and math class that day. But then after math class i had to go listen to this lady talk about latin american packaging frozen food products for my geography class...boring. But all in all it was an alright day. Wed, i had classes and i had to hand in my first euro report, i hope i did good on it. then after ariel was supposed to come visit but she couldnt, i hope she comes and visits soon! So me and crys decided to go to the mall cause she needed to get some shoes and some black pants for her speech that she had to do on friday (which she did very good on, and i told her she would...good job crys!)*He was smiling at you for all the good reasons...lol* Then after the mall we went back to her room for awhile but then she had a mary k. thing in her basement...makeup and stuff, nope i wasn't going. lol. Thursday i went over to crys's in the morning cause she had to wash some stuff and then we played some phase 10...good game, but i have yet to win, the record stands at crys:5 Mike:0 its bad. lol. Oh yea my roommate left his key in the room again, this time i saw it and tried to run out and give it to him but he was gone, so i was like damn oh well. So like i thought he would he didn't bother the RA about it and was out in the rec room for like 2 hours. Total time of my roomie being locked out: about 4 hours. Then i came back to my hall and studied some more for a geography test which i think i did ok in. then i went to math in an impending hurricane, that was fun. then it hit late last night while i was asleep cause it woke me up. Today i got all my classes done...except for speech cause i didnt' have it!!!! woo! yea, isabel gave us a 2 hour delay. Then i met crys, nick, todd, and kristy for dinner and we all went back to their hall. me and crys played some more phase 10, she beat me again. then becky called and said she was in millersville and was gonna come and visit. so she took us to sara's house and then we came back and showed her our rooms. it was fun, i'm glad you came to visit becky! Then once she left me and crys decided to get some ben and jerry's ice cream and take a walk, on the way back from our walk I GOT HIT WITH A FREAKING WATER BOTTLE from someone in a car. What the hell, this is the second friday in a row that i got hit with something, damn these stupid people. ugh, anyways we went back to my room and played some Tony Hawk ProSkater 4...oh yea! crystal was funny, but she was getting good! that was alot of fun, then we went back to her hall and met up with mark and todd and kristy in her room and mark played some awesome songs for us on his guitar. Wow he is so good at it. and yea well we just chilled there till about 2:30. We decide that tomorrow we're going to go for outside food for dinner...yum its gonna be good! And tomorrow Zach and them come up! yea!!! more visitors! I miss everyone! and i miss my home! lol. Less than a week away from us all going home and seeing each other! i can't wait! well thats it for now, see ya!

Date:	2003-09-12 18:35
Subject:	an orange????
Security:	Public
Mood:	sore
Music:	Blink 182 "Action"

ok its friday. I gave my speech about my best friends today and i must say i think it went ok. I was nervous, i could tell in my voice, but i wasn't as nervous as usual. The other two classes today just went. I went over to crys's dorm to hang out, she did some laundry and then i went to my classes. We played ultimate frisbee today! It was my floor of guys against the 2nd floor of guys. Yea...we didnt' do so good. We lost by about 10 points. but it was fun and it passed the time good. we were out playin for an hour and a half. Then i came back showered and just chilled. Yea here we go listen to this. I'm walking back from getting some dinner, and i hear the window of harbold hall open (its next to my hall) and then i get hit in the shoulder with an orange. Ok...we're college students now. Woo, i can hit someone from a window with a fruit and run away so he can't see me. very tough guy i must say...dick head. anyways, i went to the gym last night with crys and mark and arena. It was a cool time and i found out i weigh 185, woo, score all that good stuff!! lol. Then we went back to crys's room and watched some of the two towers. Then i went back and went to sleep. well i'm done for now, bye everyone!

Date:	2003-09-10 15:20
Subject:	hmmmmm.....
Security:	Public
Mood:	aggravated
Music:	Fountains of Wayne "Stacy's Mom"

Captain's log, stardate....who the hell cares!!! lol sorry i just had to get that off my chest. I've heard that line atleast 2 - 3 times a day!! everyday!! i dont like startrek. Anyways, i've got a speech about my friends on friday, should be easy. I have a quiz in euro on friday might be tough, gotta study. we watched a movie on galileo in philosophy today, very interesting. No geography class tomorrow! score! and math is always easy, i'm predicting that'll be my highest grade. Well not much to this entry just venting about that little bit in the begining. peace all